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She knows...


She knew it from then,
that it would be someone else who will own it ;
She saw her tomorrows without him,
but still hoping that some magic will work.

She held on to the memories so tight,
tried not to miss a single piece from amid ;
She yearns to be near, she yearns to speak
but where to go for the strength.

With a throbbing heart and mind,
with so much love that got her blind,
tears from deep within and at times she cries ;
He says ‘I like somebody’ and she tells herself ‘It’s me’.

At times she wonders how long she can survive,
will her tomorrows be so bright?
Or will it all be a mask that others will see?
If only you saw… or you chose to see..

She will soothe others with one big lie,
but her tears will keep flowing ;
It happens to most only once,
and that ‘once’ has happened even without her knowledge;

She knows – tomorrow she will walk alone.


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